this is probably the first communique of vortex that i have ever made. i have always been an introvert, i have uncharted skeletons in my closet and parts of them are about to be unraveled in this unscrupulous entry.

I am foolish. I betrayed myself, my family and God.
I knew what should be done, but I committed obnoxious and abhorrent decisions for the last three months.
All those times I am fully aware of the gravity of such faulty decisions but I let my emotions and my mercenary soul overcome my conceptions and inferences.

I am not certain if when this insatiability and insensate cavalcade will cease. But ill begin having faith on myself and ultimately to my magnanimous Father whom I owe my being.

IT IS TIME FOR ME TO BE EXORCISED.

my heart is beating like a hammer for obnoxious reasons.

happy birthday

define, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ito na jud. sumakit ang aking epiglottis, cerebrum at pharynx sa kakatawa (at ang vas deferens ni Avel)! haha! ang saya,sobra. nakita mo na ba akong gumagapang sa katatawa? kagabi. define HAPPY FREAKING BIRTHDAY, I JUST HAD ONE. This is BLISS Infinity!!!!!!!!!!!!

Bonus:
3 hours nalang pauwi na ako ng bahay, makikita ko ulit sila Pa, Ma,Auntie, Pledo at matitikman ko ang famous shake (pang-regional entry ng region two ito!) ng aking brother dear!

Jesus thank you for giving me the gift that I have been bugging you about for almost 9 months already (AFTER I ASKED FOR WISDOM): Peace of Mind =)

I sooooo love my life.

B L I S S 2

im an addict. in the middle of sessions i get a high, i feel like shrieking, my heart pounding.. emotions rocketing... all in a vortex. these are the times when i become an individual who has a purpose, i become me. these feelings come with the thought bubble saying "i'm fulfilled".

i am burning

You, with your new born eyes,
Have you ever loved a man like I love him?
Do you hurt but still feel alive, like never before?

It's a fire, I cannot put out.
I'm learning that some things
I can't go without and one of of them is him.

damn.

bliss.

U N L I K E ME

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